Feb 10, 2009

Mom

Twenty years ago on this day was one of the worst experiences of my life.  Watching your mom die unexpectedly is something no child should ever have to witness.  But three children did that day, and it has changed our lives forever.

The mom I knew was soft, gentle, extremely talented, and more loving than anyone on earth.  

I miss her terribly.

Looking back, it is only by the grace of God I have become who I am today.  He has shown me more mercy than I ever deserve.  I often wonder if her death was an act of God's mercy upon my life.  It was her death that was a catalyst for me to know Christ and put my trust in Him.

God works in weird ways, but I still trust Him.  And I can't wait to see mom again.

Jan 25, 2009

New Toy

An anonymous and generous friend handed me a gift-wrapped box this morning on their way into church.  After waiting a bit, I went into my office, and couldn't believe my eyes when I opened the box.

I've been wanting this gun for a while, and this person heard about it, and thought it best to get it for me.  It's a Kal-Tec P-3AT handgun that weighs only 8 ounces but pulls the punch as it fires .380 shells.

This is a great weapon for concealment and protection, and just a great gun to have for any collector.  

So thank you to the person who thought of me.  I'm grateful and excited!

Jan 23, 2009

Thinking of Others Ahead of Ourselves

"Do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves. Let each of you look not only to his own interests, but also to the interests of others." - Philippians 2:3-4

Is this really possible? Of course it is. God would not have given it to us in Scripture if it were impossible to obey. In addition, there's no better example we can find than Christ Himself. As an innocent man, Jesus suffered excruciating pain while on the cross. It was in this act that all of our sin was transfered to Christ and God's wrath was violently poured out upon Himself! This is sobering to say the least.

But what also is incredible to see, that in this moment, every one of us believes He would be totally justified to think about His own needs first. Instead, He puts Himself second.

We see this as He spoke seven times while nailed to the cross.

His first three words are about OTHERS:

1. Forgive them. "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do" (Luke 23:34).

2. Paradise. "Truly, I say to you, today you will be with me in Paradise" (Luke 23:43).

3. Son and Mother. "When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing nearby, he said to his mother, 'Woman, behold, your son!' Then he said to the disciple, 'Behold, your mother!' (John 19:26-27).

His last four words are about HIMSELF:

4. Drink. "I thirst" (John 19:28).

5. Abandoned. "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" (Matthew 27:46).

6. Accomplished. "It is finished" (John 19:30).

7. Death. "Father, into your hands I commit my spirit!" (Luke 23:46).

Jesus truly humbled himself to the point of death. But even while dying, he counted us more significant than Himself. He looked to our interests before His own.

May we follow His example this week.

Jan 16, 2009

Sermon Series blog


At the start of 2009, I began preaching a 3-month sermon series on the spiritual disciplines that will take our church through Easter Sunday.  Each week the notes and audio will be available at a new blog I've launched where your own experiences of practicing the disciplines can be logged as you follow along.

I hope you find this material to be practical and helpful as you follow Christ.